Extreme ends.

Even if there isn't anybody for me to depend on, I still hope to be somebody that others could depend on. At least it has given me some meaning to push on. I'm upset with myself for falling sick. And it's been mother f long. I'm running out of patience. I can't slp every night, I cough to slp, wake up coughing. Enough is enough. It's time to stop. Really. I'm tired. And my tantrums are bitchy.