刻骨铭心

有些伤口永远没办法癒合

Sick. Tired. Headache.

Day two of smoke-free & 4th day of jogging regiment!

Having this really bad gastric and a bad flu. Half of my nose is block. Am on full shift tml. Cut my hand for the second consecutive day. Argh! I need to stay healthy! Jogged three rounds today. Almost died. Got nagged and I need to skip it tml. Sigh.

Sneezing nonstop, my nose is running nonstop. I am fucking hungry. Yet there's nth I can do about it. I jus wish at this time at least somebody could giv a fuck about it. Or at least buy me smth call food. Instead of trash like cup noodle from 7-elevens. Do not get that pls. You're gonna regret your guts out. Why do I keep seeing your limitations? Sometimes I feel I'm jus hard to pls but at other times it's jus disappointment after disappointment.

Out of breath, gave up jus after two rounds. My nose is running, I'm having a stitch on the left side of my waist. And it's only the third day. Omg. When will it ever hit eight full weeks.

God, I hate myself.

I am gg to die. Probably just finish a 20 mins jog and 40 sit ups and I'm like a dead bird. Omg. I'm getting horrendous. That's equivalent to nth done at all during my sch days. I totally deserve to get fat. Blame me for my procrastination. And now I'm regretting cause I hav to work double hard just to get rid of the tummy.

Been trying my best to jus be good enough. Enough spinning. Quit supper. I need a listener so bad now.

The only off day for this month flew by jus like that. My legs are tired though. Stiff to the max. I'm looking forward to realizing my jogging regiments!! Pls do not rain tml!!!

On second thought, I should probably lock up the post. I most probably wanted to be you as much as you wanted to be me. So save the envy.

I'd still question myself over and over again.

So sick of you pretending
So sick of the tension
So sick of the politics
Why do humans hav to be so complicated everywhere?

幸福就好，开心就好

Life is never ending of acceptance of risks. We fall but we are willing to try again and again. At the end of it, we hope to find smth worth risking for.

A lifetime of happiness

Accept me at my worse and my best or leave me at my worse and not get any of my best. Fyi, I'm willing to weather any kinds of hardships, as long as you vow your faith and your heart for they're priceless and that they could be so much more precious than jus pennies and golds.

Homeless, helpless.

When you're force to hang out till late, its jus pathetic. I really enjoy home alone by the way. And yet there are jus times when you're helpless to certain situations. There's just absolute no sense of belonging wherever I'm at.