太多太多。。

Perfect weather. Perfect environment. A cup of coffee with the perfect music makes work such a pleasure at such a time.

Feel so useless these days. Typing, showering, cleaning, washing, packaging, driving. The wound is a nuisance!!

Can never find another mom like my mom! How to not dote & love!? <3

Fucking pissed off at myself! Why was I so careless!? Fucked up day! Really!

崩溃

The Nth timeth, I feel so bad towards my mom

Money is a really really scary thing. It changes people. It manipulates people. It makes people go crazy. So damn piss off at the mid class people. Neither too damn rich nor poor but at least start saving up your generosity. Why they never listen till shit happens? I'm damn worried, my life is full of the unpredictables. I jus want a peaceful life filled with securities and assurance. Why is that so difficult to attain? Sometimes i really wana be nice to my mom but then again, sometimes she gets me on my nerves! We've led a unfortunate life since and only lately, we saw the light. Pls don't let it just be a momentarily happiness.

Awakening

The thing I could never understand about humans, if you can't trust somebody then why entrust him or her to do something? Am so very sick and tired of demanding and unreasonable fellas. Anyway, had a couple of glasses of coffee this morning, the taste is terrific. I'm wide awake but still tired mentally. My day ends just too quick sometimes. Still wayyy captivated by the morning scene. Got a surprise ready for mommy this Christmas. I've been a real ingrate. I hope to make it up to her from now on. Sorry.. for neglecting you over insignificant, unappreciative fellows. I hope I didn't woke up too late. I'm gonna hav my lunch now! <3

Morning.

Slept at 330, woke up at 6. Awesome view though.

A few months ago, I was right opposite living the dream.

Fuck up system. I'm getting all stuck outside like an idiot. Really, whoever would appreciate having a fingerprint system. I'd rather go by the card access.

Never judge a person by its appearance. Yet another lesson learnt tonight. Good luck in finding the one. You'll be surprise.

五年就好。

今晚的我，只拿到五十分。

Awesome way of finding out
Really terribly nice of you

Next chapter:)

Time out

Fantastic! Changed the bed sheet, vacuumed and clean the floor! Washed the kitchen floor, dishes. Wiped the furnitures! Boiled some water, made some ice cubes, cleared the trash bin. Got my clothes machine washed, air dry, folded! Just done with all of them am really really hungry now!

虽然在你看来我很傻但比起后悔我宁愿看起来可笑。我这一生不希望再有第二次的后悔。你不爱我没关系，你爱上她人我也无所谓。就算我明天就这么死去我也无怨无悔。因为我的爱如此

Paris awaits me!

Mondays to Sundays are all the same. Got over the days with scoldings, tripping and falling with bruises, cuts and burnt marks are jus parts and parcels of my life. The only thing I'm looking forward to is my dream vacation hopefully next year. And of course my apartment. Knocked off from one work off to the next:)

你有完没完！？

放手吧。。拜托你。。

对不起

我的心，我没办法
我的爱，我也没办法
我做不到