I had a dream last night

My head's been spinning the whole week. Have yet to eat the whole day today &i forgot to pack home. Oh man. But on a happier note, my baby is back with me by my side:) feel so blessed:)
And my nose is running... PerrrrrrrrFECT!

Last day of sep

I wish the parade in my stomach could stop. At times like these, I yearn for an older sibling. I miss my grandma too.

Omg it's but only a day that god bless me a night without the sleeping nightmares and troubles. There we go again. It's getting annoying and suffocating waking up every hour. Fml.

Hello:) I wish there was an invention like an international voice recognition digital dictionary where I could bring it to all over the world and irregardless of the language barrier! we could communicate with just that! Japan! I'll be waiting for this invention! Anyway, I was thinking of where to go for holiday this coming cny and Japan would be really niceeeee! However, I'm afraid of the language barrier cause I heard that the street directories are all in Japanese? Sigh.

下大雨了。。真希望淋了这场雨后，大病一场，失忆然后痊愈好吗？ 「有没有』」」」」「「」」「」「「」「「「「「「「」

Sep 26

Having a fever at this hour, you must be kidding me. I guess I had too much of Mac these days.

我会消失

我也怕会有遗憾

因为太害怕我的人生会有万一

Illness comes in an army!

Can anybody buy some lunch + dinner? Nobody's gonna realize even if I drop dead like that.

First few days of the aftermath

I've been feeling nauseous for days and it's really pissing me off so bad. Slept early every day but wakes up every hour is no joke besides, it killed my appetite. Anyway I got myself an iphone4 with a new number. I realize after every eventful time of my life, I change it. I change it so frequent that I begin losing track of whom I shd give it to and probably can't be bother to give anymore. Well it's still a good thing afterall cause I'll be updating here more often!:)) A few days ago, a stupid Tuscani slam onto my baby's ass few days ago. I'm so sad my baby got her virgin bang! Thanks to that moron, I've gt no transport and it's soooooo inconvenient! Ok let's end this with the world's ugliest big fat bitch snapshot!!

Jus for the keep

Things that are on-going 2011:

1) BRACES! :D
2) Second Ink!

Things to accomplish before 2012:

1) Lasik
2) Diving License
3) Bracelet
4) Bag
5) Attain Health Insurance
6) Attain Distinction for both account papers
7) Pass the **** test
8) More responsible
9) More understanding
10) Time to throw my temper & tantrums OUT!
11) Learn to attain a higher EQ

Things to accomplish before 2013:

1) A new house!
2) A new car! HOPEFULLY!

Some things to share

Boy: I broke up with her.


His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..


Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!


His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.



His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?

How true.. By the time you realize how amazing she is, its already too late..