The Nth timeth, I feel so bad towards my mom

Money is a really really scary thing. It changes people. It manipulates people. It makes people go crazy. So damn piss off at the mid class people. Neither too damn rich nor poor but at least start saving up your generosity. Why they never listen till shit happens? I'm damn worried, my life is full of the unpredictables. I jus want a peaceful life filled with securities and assurance. Why is that so difficult to attain? Sometimes i really wana be nice to my mom but then again, sometimes she gets me on my nerves! We've led a unfortunate life since and only lately, we saw the light. Pls don't let it just be a momentarily happiness.